My routine is completely out of whack. In life and in my blogging. I've been trying to get back to my previous schedule, but then summer came and went, I got a new job, family vacations, and things just haven't gone back to the way they were. Maybe they never will. And honestly, I think I'm OK with that.
I've been dealing with this whole blog thing (the blogging community and blogging itself) in a weird way for the past six months. By nature, I'm a competitive person. Always have been. So when my readership and following stalled out, and followers started un-following my blog I took offense to it. I was pissed to see other blogs who I follow surpass my blog while I sit on the sidelines and cry. I shouldn't have taken it personal, but I did.
There's just so much damn push to have the numbers, the followers, the stats to even be considered a decent blogger. I'm starting to get fed up with it. So much so that I've considered shutting down my blog or at least getting rid of that stupid gfc widget. Maybe I'd have a different attitude if my numbers weren't dropping like they are. Who knows? I concluded whoever they were didn't like something I said or maybe I think I'm more interesting than I really am ha!
This is really just a pathetic pity party.
Sorry to be Debby downer and negative Nancy. PMS has nothing to do with it, I promise ;P
Oh who am I kidding? It has EVERY.THING to do with it.
Damn you, PMS. Arggg...